Loving when you feel Unlovable

Everyone wants to be loved. Love is the dominant narrative in our short time on this earth. We all hope for a great love, people pay for love, sacrifice for love and hate for love. To love and to be loved are two concepts in this world, both as scary as each other. We allContinue reading “Loving when you feel Unlovable”

Fight Night: Me vs My Thoughts

I fell out with Miss Sarahtonin. I pushed her away, and called her a liar and a fake. I didn’t want to have her in my life, I didn’t think it was necessary. I thought I would be fine without her. So, I decided to continue on without her. I found it harder to getContinue reading “Fight Night: Me vs My Thoughts”

Sibling love

“Are you really going to forget about me?” Miss Sarahtonin likes to ask me frequently. “No! I’m just really busy, you know this” I lie. Coming out of lockdown back into what is now our new normal I’ve been neglecting my blog. I can now officially say I’m a blogger because I’ve started a blogContinue reading “Sibling love”

The Good, The Bad and The Socials

I wanted to write a post about the negative side of social media because I have been left feeling bad about myself during lockdown, something I attributed to social media use. However, following the increase of online activism in the wake of the resurgence of visibility of the Black Lives Matter movement, I couldn’t bringContinue reading “The Good, The Bad and The Socials”

Time to Search

Sarahtonin, who is she? Where do I find her? Who am I? I am Sarah, 23, and I have been dealing with depression and anxiety from the age of 17, although it was definitely brewing under there a lot longer. Miss Sarahtonin, I have decided, shall be my alter ego, whom I am going toContinue reading “Time to Search”