“It’s starting to get bad again. Words I hoped I wouldn’t ever have to write. I don’t want to be sad forever. It’s hard. I know there are a lot of people suffering in the world and the fact that so many of them are in a battle with their own mind is so scary.Continue reading “Help, I’ve Fallen and Can’t Get Up”
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Me, My Self Sabotage and I
If you asked any of my friends if I make good decisions, I’d be surprised to find any of them saying I did with a straight face. Not even one of them would attempt to hesitate as if they were thinking about it. When I tell my friends I did something, I’m usually met withContinue reading “Me, My Self Sabotage and I”
Hurt People Hurt People
Hurt People Hurt People We’ve all heard it said or seen it on someones Instagram story. We probably shared it Sarah let’s be self aware here. Okay you probably seen me share it on my Instagram story. I thought it was one of those sayings that I could use to justify my shitty actions becauseContinue reading “Hurt People Hurt People”
People Pleasing Pleases No One
I’m a people pleaser. I will try and accommodate other people to try make my life easier. I make myself feel uncomfortable to make others comfortable. The past few years I’ve learned people pleasing isn’t a good thing. It’s not good for me and it’s actually not good for other people. We are trying toContinue reading “People Pleasing Pleases No One”
Lets break down breaking down
Breaking down makes you whole. Well that’s what Miss Sarahtonin tells me, trying to reassure me that when I feel bad, bad things do not define my life. Things happen in life that seem like they have no rhyme nor reason to. Family members get sick, relationships fail, finances become overwhelming. A lot of thingsContinue reading “Lets break down breaking down”
Loving when you feel Unlovable
Everyone wants to be loved. Love is the dominant narrative in our short time on this earth. We all hope for a great love, people pay for love, sacrifice for love and hate for love. To love and to be loved are two concepts in this world, both as scary as each other. We allContinue reading “Loving when you feel Unlovable”
Fight Night: Me vs My Thoughts
I fell out with Miss Sarahtonin. I pushed her away, and called her a liar and a fake. I didn’t want to have her in my life, I didn’t think it was necessary. I thought I would be fine without her. So, I decided to continue on without her. I found it harder to getContinue reading “Fight Night: Me vs My Thoughts”
Sibling love
“Are you really going to forget about me?” Miss Sarahtonin likes to ask me frequently. “No! I’m just really busy, you know this” I lie. Coming out of lockdown back into what is now our new normal I’ve been neglecting my blog. I can now officially say I’m a blogger because I’ve started a blogContinue reading “Sibling love”
The Good, The Bad and The Socials
I wanted to write a post about the negative side of social media because I have been left feeling bad about myself during lockdown, something I attributed to social media use. However, following the increase of online activism in the wake of the resurgence of visibility of the Black Lives Matter movement, I couldn’t bringContinue reading “The Good, The Bad and The Socials”
Time to Search
Sarahtonin, who is she? Where do I find her? Who am I? I am Sarah, 23, and I have been dealing with depression and anxiety from the age of 17, although it was definitely brewing under there a lot longer. Miss Sarahtonin, I have decided, shall be my alter ego, whom I am going toContinue reading “Time to Search”
Searching for Miss Sarahtonin 