“It’s starting to get bad again. Words I hoped I wouldn’t ever have to write. I don’t want to be sad forever. It’s hard. I know there are a lot of people suffering in the world and the fact that so many of them are in a battle with their own mind is so scary.Continue reading “Help, I’ve Fallen and Can’t Get Up”
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Me, My Self Sabotage and I
If you asked any of my friends if I make good decisions, I’d be surprised to find any of them saying I did with a straight face. Not even one of them would attempt to hesitate as if they were thinking about it. When I tell my friends I did something, I’m usually met withContinue reading “Me, My Self Sabotage and I”
Lets break down breaking down
Breaking down makes you whole. Well that’s what Miss Sarahtonin tells me, trying to reassure me that when I feel bad, bad things do not define my life. Things happen in life that seem like they have no rhyme nor reason to. Family members get sick, relationships fail, finances become overwhelming. A lot of thingsContinue reading “Lets break down breaking down”
Loving when you feel Unlovable
Everyone wants to be loved. Love is the dominant narrative in our short time on this earth. We all hope for a great love, people pay for love, sacrifice for love and hate for love. To love and to be loved are two concepts in this world, both as scary as each other. We allContinue reading “Loving when you feel Unlovable”
Fight Night: Me vs My Thoughts
I fell out with Miss Sarahtonin. I pushed her away, and called her a liar and a fake. I didn’t want to have her in my life, I didn’t think it was necessary. I thought I would be fine without her. So, I decided to continue on without her. I found it harder to getContinue reading “Fight Night: Me vs My Thoughts”
Searching for Miss Sarahtonin 